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Frederica Mathewes-Green


Pray Without Ceasing

A pilgrimage inspired by the Jesus Prayer.

What's so mysterious about the Jesus Prayer? It's one of the shortest and simplest prayers you can find: "Lord Jesus Christ, Son of God, have mercy on me." It's one of the most ancient prayers, too; think of how often in the Gospels people ask Jesus for mercy. A prayer for mercy would likely have been one of the variations when the Desert Mothers and Fathers, who sought to pray constantly, were trying out different short, repeated verses of Scripture to discipline the wandering mind. (St. Augustine reports that they "have very frequent prayers, but these are very brief.") Those ancient monasteries and hermitages are the spiritual nursery in which the Jesus Prayer had its birth.

It might be better to call it a spiritual laboratory, though, because this short petition has profound effects. To some extent, that's only natural: whether it is a Christian prayer, a Hindu mantra, or a two-item shopping list, any attempt to keep repeating a phrase—any attempt at all to restrain the mind's aimless ramble—is going to reverberate through mind, memory, and will. But since this is, in fact, a prayer, invoking Jesus Christ and asking for his mercy, it has deep and life-changing effects on the person who makes it a mental habit. In time, the teaching is, you begin to sense a direct connection with the presence of God, and to hear his responding voice.

Over the centuries a lot of wisdom has built up about how to use the Jesus Prayer safely and effectively. It's wisdom that has been conserved mostly in Orthodox monasteries, which is where men and women go who want this single-minded pursuit of union with God. When it comes to prayer, a monastery is where you find the rocket scientists.

Author Norris Chumley explains that, while pursuing a degree at Union Theological Seminary in New York, he wanted to learn more about how to know Christ through prayer—not just book-knowledge, but by direct experience. He found in his church history professor, the Very Rev. Dr. John A. McGuckin (an Orthodox priest), a fellow pilgrim, and began the eight-year process of producing a documentary and a book, bearing the same title. It is a unique project, for monastics traditionally keep their spiritual lives very private. By presenting frankly his desire to introduce the West to the power of the Jesus Prayer, Chumley found doors opening in Orthodox monasteries in Egypt, Greece, Romania, Ukraine, and Russia. He was able to interview monks and nuns and record their reports of the effects of this profound and simple prayer.

What I found most winning, even surprising, about the book is Chumley's unaffected manner. It is easy for those who write about spiritual profundities to grow long-faced. Self-importance is a constant temptation. One who pretends to be an expert on mysticism would be in particular danger. But throughout, Chumley maintains a sunny, simple quality. Everywhere he goes he is receptive and grateful. This tone begins on the dedication page, which reads, "This book is dedicated to Jesus Christ, and the likeness of him in all of us." I can't think of another time I've seen a book dedicated to Jesus. When explaining the words of the Jesus Prayer, he doesn't flinch: "Son of God is meant literally. Jesus is the Second Person of the Holy Trinity, begotten by God the Father. For the salvation of the world he came down from heaven and was born of the Blessed Virgin Mary. He is the Son of God and the son of Mary, fully God and fully human." Some people who explore Orthodox prayer disciplines are looking for spiritual experiences, not a Lord. That is refreshingly not the case with Mysteries of the Jesus Prayer.

The first stop in Chumley's pilgrimage is the most ancient site of Orthodox monasticism, the monastery of St. Antony (AD 251-356), in the Red Sea mountains a couple of hundred miles southeast of Cairo. From the monastery Chumley climbs the 1,100 steps up the mountainside to St. Antony's cave, and finds it "one of the holiest places I've ever been." In the monastery chapel a "smallish monk" takes him aside and says, "God told me you were coming," and reveals himself to be the monastery's starets (spiritual elder, a separate role from that of abbot). He is Fr. Lazarus, previously an atheist and professor of Marxist philosophy and economics in New Zealand. "One day he felt a powerful and unexpected call to convert to Christianity and to travel to Egypt and seek God at St. Antony's Monastery. He has been there ever since."

Chumley next journeys to the Monastery of St. Catherine on Mt. Sinai, passing one armed checkpoint after another. On arrival, however, he finds that, though he had gone to some trouble to arrange the necessary permissions, no one in the monastery has been informed. The abbot welcomes him nonetheless, giving him and his crew permission to film "anywhere and everywhere."

This monastery is of particular historic interest because, being geographically remote, it has mostly escaped invasion and destruction. Much of it remains today as it was when first built, around AD 550. In the ancient, jewel-like monastery church, Chumley and his crew attend the four-hour daily liturgy that begins in the wee hours and concludes at dawn, filming even behind the iconostasis, beside the altar. This service provides a daily dose of silence and awe that strengthens the monks for the daily assault of tourists. Though monastics voluntarily take on many serious disciplines, that of offering hospitality to busloads of photo-snapping visitors must be among the most daunting.

Chumley also gets to tour the monastery's ossuary. In lands where there is limited room for burial, a common custom is to disinter a body after a few years and free up the grave for a new tenant. The gathered bones, taking up much less space, are then laid to rest for the second time. St. Catherine's ossuary is a small building full of bones: a pile of skulls over here, femurs over there, and a separate pile for abbots. Here Chumley has one of several brushes with the miraculous. He notices an unusual scent in the room, "a unique fragrance, like musk oil mixed with citrus and herb." Fr. Neilos explains that the bones of holy people sometimes exude a fragrant oil. This phenomenon may start and stop repeatedly, over the centuries. "I have never smelled anything like it before," Chumley writes. "No cologne or perfume comes close."

The next stop is Mt. Athos, a rocky peninsula in northern Greece which is home to some 20 Orthodox monasteries and untold numbers of hermits. When he opens his bag to show the abbot and monks of Vatopedi Monastery his camera and sound equipment, there is a flutter, "as if I were about to draw out something unholy, or at least unwholesome." Abbot Ephraim gestures for the others to settle down, then pats Chumley's chest, over his heart. "I could feel a powerful energy coursing from my head to my toes. It felt as if he'd psychically read my soul." (The ability to be a "soul-reader," to see a person's history and struggles at a glance, is a common attribute of holy monastics.) The abbot says, "Fine. You are sincere," and the cameras are welcomed everywhere.

And so it goes, with further visits to Romania, Kiev, and Russia. In every place Chumley meets monks and nuns who are open and friendly, and to all appearances normal, despite having dedicated their lives to unceasing prayer. In Orthodox monasticism, there isn't an expectation that monastics will perform a calling in the world (such as medicine or teaching); there aren't even orders (such as Franciscan, Benedictine, or Carthusian). Instead it's all about prayer, and an expectation that prayer changes the world. In Romania, Archbishop Justinian explains, "We have three virtues: fasting, almsgiving, and prayer …. But out of those, prayer is the key. It is a means of gaining direct contact with God."

It's interesting to consider what role persecution and martyrdom might have played in the forging of this spirituality. Chumley mentions that, even today, Christians in Egypt are at risk for mob violence: "Riots broke out a few years back … when a rumor spread that Christians were sprinkling a magic liquid on Muslim women's burkas that caused little crosses to materialize on the fabric." On his journey to Mt. Sinai he has an armed bodyguard, and violence there is nothing new: the 6th-century emperor built St. Catherine's because Bedouins were killing the monks on a regular basis. In most Middle Eastern lands, of course, Christians were conquered by Muslims earlier or later during the course of 800 years. In the formerly Soviet lands, the toll was very great. At the turn of the 20th century, there were 1,200 monks living at the Monastery of the Caves in Kiev; the communists shot or imprisoned them all. In Romania, communists inflicted a similar toll, and Ceausescu bulldozed dozens of historic churches.

After the fall, revival came swiftly, if not always surely. In Romania, in particular, there has been a surge in monastic vocations; Chumley notes a "vibrancy and energy that is contagious. We felt it … everywhere we traveled in Romania." But Sister Josephina, abbess of the immense Varatec Monastery in Romania (home to 600 nuns), says that many who come to try a vocation end up leaving again. Father Jonas, abbot of the St. Jonas Monastery near Kiev, says that there may have been fewer monks during the communist era, "but they were real monks; they were martyrs. They suffered a lot. And now there are more monks, but their quality is not the same." (This may be reflexive humility. Chumley notes, "If Fr. Jonas was suggesting that today's monks lacked the fervor and commitment of their predecessors, I did not see it.")

As you can see, Mysteries of the Jesus Prayer is not a volume of devotional foggery but a firsthand account of a rare pilgrimage. Chumley is able to interview many wise monastics, in itself an unusual achievement, and he passes on to us their valuable sayings. But he also encounters moments that are surprising, that involve the body as much as the soul, and challenge a view that would restrict spirituality to the ethereal realm. If prayer is going to change the world, it will have to intersect with material reality. If a monastic is going to gain the heights of effective prayer, he or she will have to train like an athlete. Praying is hard work. And as Fr. Jonas says, "Without prayer a monk is just a man in a black dress."

Frederica Mathewes-Green is the author of The Jesus Prayer: The Ancient Desert Prayer That Tunes the Heart to God (Paraclete Press).

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